some time ago, maybe yesterday, I remember well, I had an inexplicable desire to go to church and a strange curiosity to dedicate my life to it and become a priest, I made a wrap-up exercise and concluded that my real vocation lucky if it would be a priest, I was thinking several days until the idea eventually cloying, I finally decided to go to church and live the experience. I came to the door and saw his father giving his sermon, I stopped instantly, and instead of my way I sat there, after a while I walked away a little, then some more until you reach the corner of the street; I think that terrified me to see how anyone can lay down his life and his whole consciousness to nothing and try to get something in return. I
I'm not interested in religion or church, but faith itself, the act of believing in something with enough conviction that nothing matters to you. When I realized that I could see that throughout my life I had lived through similar cycles, my adventure Buddhist gang stage, the time skate, my intellectual movement, the revolutionary and visionary current expectations, may be that I am missed a few to mention but these are now come to mind.
I think we need to believe in something, if not ourselves then it will be someone else, when we do our life lacks direction and we just circling extremely small. However, believing in is also something completely abandoning our freedom, when we do we have a free will directed that never end in a successful conclusion. If life is given then sometimes we always have to die to come into existence.
I'm not interested in religion or church, but faith itself, the act of believing in something with enough conviction that nothing matters to you. When I realized that I could see that throughout my life I had lived through similar cycles, my adventure Buddhist gang stage, the time skate, my intellectual movement, the revolutionary and visionary current expectations, may be that I am missed a few to mention but these are now come to mind.
I think we need to believe in something, if not ourselves then it will be someone else, when we do our life lacks direction and we just circling extremely small. However, believing in is also something completely abandoning our freedom, when we do we have a free will directed that never end in a successful conclusion. If life is given then sometimes we always have to die to come into existence.